Last night my husband and i went to the hospital because of a scare, that turned out not to be a scar at all, it was all normal. well we were gone from 12am to 5am. I am still having contractions. my body is sore and i am suffering from a major tension head ache. the adventures and pain that come with motherhood. we are almost there I will be done no matter what tuesday march 1 thankfull. right now we are trying to stay relaxed, and calm, when I say we I mean me.
I think about the thoughts and feelings I had towards myself, life, and family and realize that I never thought I would have three beautiful children and that I could have enough love and care for each of them. I never thought I would get married, let alond get married to such a beautiful man. My life is full of things I never thought I would ever have, things I only dreamed about. I am so blessed, and dont have the full compassity of just how blessed I am.
life for the lenox family is great. aaron is still in school, and I am a home maker. we are this closs to getting a van yippy.